Pass TP LOH!!

Went for TP this morning. Of confidence until i found out that there will be 2 testers on my test car rather than the normal 1. Cos i asked b4 one of the BBDC instructor as to why there is 2 testers on some test cars when i'm still taking practical lessons. And the instructor told me its like an understudy and upperstudy thingy and if i happened to kena 2 testers, most probably is fail one, cos the tester will most likely be more stricter than usual to show a gd example to the understudy.

So, ya, when i know i'm gonna hav 2 testers, i was like.. "shit!". and when one of the testers tell me that, "this is my fren (pointing to the other tester), is it ok that he sits in the back of the car? but he won't be participating in the testing." i was like thinking.. "yeah right" but i said "oh, its alright, no issue at all." Despite the pressure, quite confident in the circuit and public road, and when the test is done, the tester call me wait outside the office first while he and "his fren" discuss something. Damn lah. still say not participating. i outside the office waited for like dunno how many donkey mins. confidence diminishing as every mins ticks by. And when the tester finally calls me in, he told me what mistakes i made, blah blah blah, then say next time must careful blah blah blah, i just ok ok ok, thinking like "just tell me i pass can liao, watever comments i dun care lah." haha. then when he finishes talking, then he say "oh ya, btw, you passed". oh man. sweet!

And i had beer again. with a fren whom i hasnt meet up for some time. Its nice chilling out once again with her. haha. thanks for accompanying me for dinner and drinks. =)

Kan Shag Lah

Damn shag, the 3rd consecutive day that i slept for less than 5hrs. I'm like a walking zombie today. All due to late nights and driving lessons in the morning. Well, i get to sleep well (i hope) later!

Its not easy being a FSC, lots of exams to pass, lots of trainings to go through, need to come up with lots of ideas, must have vast knowledge regarding the financial sector and such. Tiring tiring. And as max told me b4, friends count will slowly be depleted. I really don't want to strain my friendship. I mean, ya, i'm not bluffing them and such to buy policies from me, i'm actually wanting to help them, help them save for the rainy days or in the events of unexpected happenings. I'm not really affected by it yet, but just that perhaps i'm emo now, so tend to think about such things. Sometimes, don't take ppl's comments for granted, its really, kan kai yi dian. Take it with an open heart, and keep the fingers crossed.

Went to watch "Made of Honour" with my colleagues/frens at cineleisure today. Nearly cried. Ya, although ppl see me as a witty individual, i'm actually quite emotional also. Moral of the movie; Don't Hesitate to Express Your Love, For All in Life is an Uncertainty. You never know if the opposition feels the same way that you feel. If all else fails, as least you know that you have done what you should have and rather than in times to come, regretting for not having address to the matter earlier on.

Love Knows No Reasons,
Love Knows No Lies,
Love Defies All Reasons,
Love Has No Eyes.

But Love Is Not Blind,
Love Sees,
But It Doesn't Mind.

Started Work

Oh well, just so called officially started work this wk and man, its tough, all the product trainings, the early mornings, the late nights home. Been coming home well over 1am for the past 2 nights, and tonight was slightly better, 11.30pm? Slept at 4am yst (due to the coffee i had last night), and woke up at 9+ this morning. Its really tiring, too much info being injected to me at such short time. Not much being absorbed, due to fatigue, due to overloading. I know my leaders have high expectation from me, and ya, i dun wan to disappoint them and most importantly, i dun wan to disappoint myself! And i wan to prove it to my mum that i can do it! ROARRRRR!!!!! Driving practise tml and fri, both at 8am! shag! and my 2nd tp on nx monday. 0730 warm up! wery wery shag tell u. i guess i need to learn how to manage time. spend quality time!

Chilling Out at Pan Pacific with fellow FSCs

Its been a long time since i last drank. But ya, this time, i neh get high or any sh*t, still wery sober. In any case, i have neh been drunk before lah. Its not bad chilling with my fellow FSCs, lots of nonsenses, secrets, confessions (what is said in there, stays there), lots of stories (whether it being true or not). But to me, whether it is true or not doesn't really matters, in a sense, if its true, "oh, there are such ppl with such mentally out there", if otherwise, "oh, not bad, gd effort in makin up something like this", however, more often than not, i give the benefit of a doubt. I mean, to me is like, just listen to what they have to say lor, whether is HL milk or DunKin' donuts. Because in any case, my fren know me as a good listener, and thats what a listener do. They listen, doesn't matter whether the issues is of realistic nature or not. (Thats y my "Bird Test" is more of a dove nature hor keyu, hahahahaha~). But my ear is not for everyone and anyone okay? Selective hearing de hor. hahahaha.

Well, went for supper after the drinks yst, to a place where its actually the last place i would wanted to go in Singapore. Bedok. No, its not because of the cab fare that i need to pay from that place back home. (I have already done that umpteen times before). The moment the cab drove pass that place, memories kept flowing back. BLAH~ whatever lah.

Will be out for KTV at Cineleisure later. Long time neh sing liao, but dunno can still sing not, throat still quite sore from the drinks and smokes yst. *Coughs*

PGI Tomorrow

Well well well, PGI exam is tomorrow and i'm still here, just finished studying PGI actually. After the exam tomorrow, will be hangin out to chill with my fellow FSCs at pan pac. Hoping that its not only a hangout session but also a celebration for my PGI exam? haha. Alrighty, think i'll shall hit the sack.


A Train Station Is Where A Train Stops,
A Bus Station Is Where A Bus Stops,
On My Desk, I Have A Workstation..

Done with PGI Text Reading

Alright, I'll done with the PGI Text reading (quite speedy right?). And just attempted some of the mock questions, yet to completed all the mock exams, will do that tomorrow night as tomorrow afternoon, I'll be back in office for some product training. Guess, i will go to bed now, still pondering whether to bring laptop to office tomorrow, feel like having another attempt at trying to settle the wep key so that i can have access to the building's internet. But not sure whether i have time to do that actually. *shrugs* Will see how tomorrow.

When Your Life Hangs...

Try Ctrl + Alt + Del..

Ctrl Your Emotion,
Find An Alt,
Del The Past.

Studyin PGI Day 01

Oh man, slow progression on my PGI. Only managed to read 71 pages out of the 226 pages, only left with tomorrow to finish my PGI as i'll most probably be going back to office on Thurs to receive some product training. Means that, i need to finish reading 155 pages! Not tough actually, just that i really need to focus. Guess i'll sleep early then. I consider 2am to be early actually. At least to me.

Just For Laugh;

If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first?


The Dog of course... at least he'll shut up after you let him in. =)

Passed BCP

Alright, passed my BCP. PGI is next on my radar. That will be Friday.

Managed to pass my BCP without confidence. Haha. Nevertheless, a pass is a pass!

Nothing much to blog actually. Anway, a joke that relates with selective reading (Ah Lane, you will like it.).

Wanted:
A tall, well-built woman with good
reputation, who can cook frogs
legs, who appreciates a good fuo-
schia garden, classical music, and tal-
king without getting too serious.

But please only read lines 1, 3 and 5.

Thats for you Lane! Hahahahaha~

End of Foundation Classes

Finally, foundation class marks a fruitful end on Friday but the beginning of a long journey in the insurance industry. Many a jokes has been shared during these 4 days, jokes only this "selective" batch of FSCs will know, will understand. I can only say that there's a well blend of personalities in this group. Some very serious ones, others low profile, while rest, jokers (like of myself). As a Chinese saying goes; A Kind of Grain, Feeds Hundred Sorts of People. Guess there will be even more different kinds of people that i'll meet in times to come.

Well, there are times when i feel that i kept too much a thing in me, not willing to open up. Despite being a good listener to my friends around as they would agree. I'm not giving them the chance to be a listener of mine. Well, as they also know of, Ah Chye's character has always been like this, 5 years ago, 10 years ago, since birth perhaps. Beneath the always laughing and joking me lies a different person, split personality probably? Friends are just too used to seeing me fooling around, if there's a time where i'm suddenly quiets down, they will feel uncomfy.

I always have a high tolerance level for things but there will always be a time, a day where glasses will be fully filled with water, resulting in a spill. Oh well, sometimes i feel that i spare too much thoughts for people and neglected my own. Well, seriously i don't blame you for what has actually happened between us, its only right that you choose someone who can treat you better than i do, for i'll be happy for you. As i always comfort myself saying that perhaps you're not mine to begin with and also, not mine to end with.

Currently, career is my priority, just wanting to do well with what i'm pursuing now, the rest, what will come, will come.

And also not to forget, Happy Mothers' Day to my mum. Have yet to bring her for a meal today, will do that tomorrow.

P.S. Lane, if you're reading this, upon the second last paragraph, please don't do a selective viewing ah.

Foundation Class 01

The foundation class today wasn't as bad as what i initially thought it would turned out to be. And also, class wasn't as dry as what i assumed it would be. In addition, had lots of interaction with my fellow financial service consultants (FSC) who i will very often get to see them in the future as there's quite a few from Alexandra Branch and also one who is actually my agency's neighbour (just directly next to my agency) while a few FSC is on the level below mine. I've managed to pass the test for today's foundation class which i don't even know how i did it.

The new shoes bit me, maybe, i should have bit it first before wearing it like what old people always says. Other than putting a plaster, was actually wondering how to minimize the pain tomorrow as plaster doesn't really sticks in it's place.

Finally Met Up with Lam

What a healthy week! Went played badminton yesterday, with zw and ah lam. Its been a long time since i last saw ah lam! The last time was like before he was enlisted? Maybe close to a year ago i guess?

And went pool and supper with tug, zw, des and ah lam at night. It actually feels quite good to be hanging out with friends at this age as more often than not, everyone is just so busy with other things in their life and perhaps only on special occasion like birthday that a group of pals can actually meet up and chat the night away.

An extract from somewhere i don't even remember, here it goes;

"Someone once told me before friendship's like a jug of water.

And cups are like friends. Comes in all shapes and sizes. More cups u have, the lesser quantity of water each cup's gonna be dissipated with. Further more, not all cups are going to be filled equally. Some might be filled to the brim and some half-full.

Yet, not a drop is left in the jug no more. And soon, your friends are gonna thirst for your friendship..

Personally, old cracked cups have more sentimental values. Though worn out, theres still an undying sparkle ready to shine..

New cups can be just as fine..though taking a longer time to unpackage the facades behind them.."