Things get complicated
Just when i thought situation have turned around for the better, thing gets complicated. And complicating as it is, the two issues doesn't have a direct link, indirect that it might be, it somehow contradicts instead. Sounds confusing? That is how complicated things has become.
In fact, its so tiring that i just doesn't feel like doing any thing about it, but then again, i can't possibly sit down and not move an inch, for its just so not like me, or perhaps, its the real me. Sounds contradicting? That is how contradicting that 2 issues is likewise.
Still can't really digest the fact that i can be of such importance to someone whom i have no blood relationship with. So much so that i can induce an impact on. And because of my personal issue, it can make one detest another. I was apparently dumbfounded upon learning of it.
I guess this is just karma, what goes around, comes around. Things this simple managed to evolve t0 such a complex extend. Maybe its due to my fault, my bad. I hasn't done enough. I took things for granted. I have became complacent. It maybe just needed me to put in some effort to keep it going, instead, i'm being nonchalant.
I really need to address to these issues, at least the 2nd one as it appears that i'm the source of the problem and it makes me feel very bad although i did nuts at all. The rest, i can only clarify and have it up to individual perception to deal with.
I'm only a normal human being, there are times also where i am also exhausted and the last thing i would need is such piece of shit to happen. But life's like this, sometimes, it doesn't rain but pours, better in time i hope but i've made plans for the worse.
In fact, its so tiring that i just doesn't feel like doing any thing about it, but then again, i can't possibly sit down and not move an inch, for its just so not like me, or perhaps, its the real me. Sounds contradicting? That is how contradicting that 2 issues is likewise.
Still can't really digest the fact that i can be of such importance to someone whom i have no blood relationship with. So much so that i can induce an impact on. And because of my personal issue, it can make one detest another. I was apparently dumbfounded upon learning of it.
I guess this is just karma, what goes around, comes around. Things this simple managed to evolve t0 such a complex extend. Maybe its due to my fault, my bad. I hasn't done enough. I took things for granted. I have became complacent. It maybe just needed me to put in some effort to keep it going, instead, i'm being nonchalant.
I really need to address to these issues, at least the 2nd one as it appears that i'm the source of the problem and it makes me feel very bad although i did nuts at all. The rest, i can only clarify and have it up to individual perception to deal with.
I'm only a normal human being, there are times also where i am also exhausted and the last thing i would need is such piece of shit to happen. But life's like this, sometimes, it doesn't rain but pours, better in time i hope but i've made plans for the worse.
signed off at 1:56 AM
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